Nowhere in between

Haven't been taking my quiet moments for a while now. I have been drifting further away from myself lately. Time changes a man, or the man changes? We are not always entitled to answer, yet questions are always thrown at us. We so often answer not knowing right and wrong. Do you answer assuming that you are right or presume that it is right? Do you act in accordance to your thinking or others action? How often do we ask others to be put in our shoes and yet never ever crosses our mind to put ourselves in their shoes. We fight for our rights and our properties yet not knowing that all these are provided free for all to use. We stamp our territories and demand rules and order in our own ways thinking that it should be the way. Are we put into situation by ourselves or push in forcefully by others. Why do we so helplessly follow? One fine day, every men and women will learn that we can all have a choice.

I have been moving away from my point so constantly that it irks. I think I have a problem focusing... Sheesh. Anyway, I will be away for a short holiday. Genting. A nice place. Crowed yet peaceful. I have been there a couple of times. There is really nothing much to do there. Its boring... But somehow I am excited. Very looking forward... Because I am going with her. Its a strange feeling sometime. Thinking of her calm my soul. She is like a kind of anxiolytic. What a weird way to describe...

I have been trying real hard to get two songs down. I wonder sometimes to myself why am I still playing. As a hobby or just passing time. Do I really like it? I really wonder...