My adrenaline kept me awake all the way tonight. Plenty of strength as usual, yet at the same time that itsy bitsy twitch of disappointment cling to me. Tired nonetheless, but at the same time I guess I can't help but feeling slightly happy. I hold on to my principal and belief all this while. Life never fail to teach you lessons that you can never imagine. Life truly is amazing. Appreciate it and it will teach you even more. And in the end I realize, for a person to be stronger the formula is different from what I thought.
Truly at this moment, I felt him smiling. Just a pat from him, I fell asleep. You once again showed me how to look through them through your eyes. I glanced down at my hand. Its the size of a human hand. Ain't big enough to hold the world yet. I touched my heart, a sense of warmth pass through it to the hand. Strength as you always call it came right away. 'Ask and you will receive.' That is what you always say.
I sat there trying to close my eyes. I can't sleep due to the rain. It always keeps me awake. I sat there still till the rain stop. It was quite a downpour tonight, I sat there with a smile in my heart cause knowing that after the rain the sun will shine.
Words spoken of men are never meant to be believe. Actions it seems speaks louder then words. Before he go, he told me this. "Watch! and learn." And with that, he left.
Sometimes the worst thing you fear seems to always happen. Right in front of you it unfolds. They say its even scary if you see it with your own eyes. *Ouch! Lucky I missed it for the first and the second time. I try my best to avoid them but somehow they caught up. Standing there, I told myself, "A tainted gem is always flawed. It needs to be tainted before diamonds are formed. Diamond are forge in the toughest circumstances." Even though telling myself that, I felt sad. I felt sad for him. Wow, I felt the morning arriving. Well, the rain stopped and so shall I.
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